Finishing is hard.
Finishing is hard for me.
It’s not that I don’t do it. It’s that doing it takes a lot of effort. It feels like being dragged over sandpaper. Or walking across shards of glass.
Doable. But uncomfortable as fu@k and there are many wounds to nurse afterwards.
It’s not a part. Well if it is I can’t connect to just one part. I can’t feel into just one thing. Rather, not finishing feels like the collective outcome of many parts.
I’m sure they all have their reasons. I say this with both some resignation and some compassion.
This feels like the next major exploration for me.
TBC