Was I always this tired?

I think yes.

I think I have avoided and denied this. Pushed it away.

Life has been tiring for me for so long.

This is exhausting.

No matter I was exploding at the end.

And well done and thanks to my system for getting me through.

And I noticed that no matter my diet - my tummy is always upset.

Sometimes is slightly different ways - but this has always been the case for me.

For as long as I can remember.

It’s wild to me that it has always been this tiring.

Is it like this for others too?

Is life as we know it - just tiring?

Do I just let, no let?, my protectors help me get through it?

Ironically too tired to process.