And, I’m angry again

I’m angry.

No surprises there.

I believe they are all lying.

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I can’t keep up.

Everything is bouncing tonight. It’s really all over the place.

I can’t even write.

Is this the crash and burn I’ve been after? The transformation I’ve been dreaming of.

The demarcation?

Does it change from here on in?

Or will I continue to hover above the crash in an excruciating torture.

Never to hit rock bottom because I’ll never let go enough to do so. I’ll never let it all fall apart enough for it to smash.

Oh how we have come to idolise those who hit rock bottom and then turn it around.

They make good books. And even better movies.

Great morning news headlines.