Up, Down, Up, Down

It’s one of those nights.

Nothing is right.

Everything is itchy, sticky, annoying.

My head hurts. My shoulders hurt. I wonder if I’m sitting wrong and that is what is causing it.

It feels like I’ve got mosquitos landing on me. I don’t.

I need to blow my nose.

My arm is itchy.

Should I take the panadol or not? Will it stop me from being able to check in on my pain and monitor it? Will I do too much if I feel too good - falsely feel good?

Now my neck itches.

The sprinklers came on. They are annoying me tonight.

The music, actually that’s pretty good. Good playlist. But I changed the volume back and forth between two places who knows how many times.

YTou can’t see it byt my tuping is really off tonight. <<<<<<< Nothing is flowing.

Should I just go to bed? I wanted to get a few more things done today?

Things that just keep to seem taking longer and longer than I wanted.

Remember when we use to have a job - how did we have a job?

I can’t even get a few hours of work done some days.

My headache and should is easing of. Must be the panadol - it can’t actually be because this works right?

Am I cold? Do I want the door open or closed?

But if I put on a jersey will I be too hot? Too scratchy? I was feeling hot before. For seemingly no reason.