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Anger, Shame & Hope
A mish-mash of what goes on inside my #busybrain. Welcome to a space I’ve created to befriend my anger and shame. All in the hope of living a life of joy and pleasure.
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Let us live.
This feels insanely frustrating to me.
This afternoon has been a bit more of a rollercoaster.
I want to blame the two gins I had last night.
I know alcohol has this effect on me.
And also I think there is more to this.
Don’t worry we got your back.
How very kind of them?!
They do teach us how important team work is.
They all came to the party.
Cue what should be a simple moving on with life. It was what it was and moving on.
But NO, they all decided to have a party.
I give the women the what the fuck look - no need to be so rude - I acknowledged I was in the wrong and no one one was hurt.
They walk off.
I give them the fingers.
Cue what still at this point could have been a simple moving on with life. It was what it was.
“We both grew up in families where no one asked directly for what they wanted or needed. We learned to use manipulation and indirectness to get others to give us what we wanted.”