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Anger, Shame & Hope
A mish-mash of what goes on inside my #busybrain. Welcome to a space I’ve created to befriend my anger and shame. All in the hope of living a life of joy and pleasure.
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I see you, I’m holding you
I see her. Standing at the window. Looking out. A deep longing in her heart.
Confusion.
Hope.
She doesn’t understand. She doesn’t even know.
I don’t know this until years later.
I don’t really have this memory. This a memory that has been given to me on the journey to understand. To fill in the blanks.
If I run faster, be better, will you love me? Will you look at me like that?
“We both grew up in families where no one asked directly for what they wanted or needed. We learned to use manipulation and indirectness to get others to give us what we wanted.”